When I was just a little girl I wanted to become a model, but when I didn’t turn out to be “long enough” I said, “Ok, lets do acting”. But years passed by, I got confused and didn’t really decide anything at all. I was indecisive which wasn’t to any help. When I turned 16  I started doing acting again and just fell in love with it, and I have now loved it ever since. Of course there are days that I’m thinking if this is the right choice or not, but deep down I’ve always know that this is what I was made to do.

Tags: Acting, belong, model, Personal life

We did a theater production at school, we played brain cells. Random.

I graduated

Twilight! I got Kristen Stewarts autograph

Stockholm City at night with Bee and Perry

I bought a gymcard!

Shopping at Burberry

Those time as an waitress. My audition went well, I can just hope for the best now. This is something I really want,  gosh. It would start a career for sure. But now it’s time for a concert at Landet!

Tags: audition, make it or break it

Well, I just have to say that life goes fucking on right now! Can’t even describe how awesome everything is! Except the fact that I’m going to miss my classmates and friends when I’m leaving for London this fall, but that’s the path I’ve chosen and will follow. We can not stay together until death. The only one I’m staying with until death is myself, promise!

So I think, and hope for that sake, is that my cousin is going with me to London. She and I haven’t met for 7 years but we have been talking non-stop since we met yesterday and we just find out every second that we are more alike than we would ever thought possible… We are almost like sister or, who knows?, soul mates???? !!!!!!! <3

Today I woke up still having a cold and I cough, I have a nice little headache and fever. It’s just awesome! I had to go home early from school and I had to rearrange a casting I was called to do. Good thing I could change it to tomorrow, I would have been dead otherwise..

It’s a hectic but really fun week coming together.

Wednesday: Casting for a commercial and monologue performance
Thursday: Casting for a humor show, watching a theater play performed by some of the people at my school, my cousin comes to Stockholm and will stay all weekend
Friday-Sunday: Hanging with my cousin, doing random things!

Once you give the snowball a push it’s going to keep on rolling and get bigger and bigger, right? Whatever it is.

I”ve started something that will not end, I’ve decided that some things never were meant to be and that I will do it in my next life.. Acting is my life, my joy, my peace, my heart, my heartache, it’s my soul, my everything.

I’m now in Helsinki with mom <3 Audition tomorrow..

Don’t hate me, ok? but I do dislike summer in so many ways. It’s descusting… Blää!

I had an audition this last Friday and I’ll perform in church on Wednesday :) I feel quite good about it now actually. I’m like the most self-critic person there is and now, finally, I’ve started recording my voice when I’m singing and it has imoroved so much since I started studying! Thanks M!

On Thursday I will fly to Finland with my mom, she will be there when I’m auditioning for a great acting school over there.

Wish me luck! Love, Jess

So I am auditioning for Helsingfors theatre school two weeks from now and I have both my texts (that I will audition with) set. I am going to do one of the texts that I auditioned with to this school that I’m attending now and one poem that I will perform in church 2 days before my audition in Finland. Stoked.

But now, it’s Friday, I will call my friend Friday aka FvS soon and I will see if I will be able to grab a coffee with her before I go to school. It’s been forever since I met her so if we met up I’ll be stoked. Tomorrow is the celebration of spring really being here (Swedish people tend to have to have something to celebrate so we can drink like crazy and wake up the day after saying; Well it was Valborg so it is okay).

Much love,
You one and only, Jess the Actress

Tags: Acting, audition, celebrate, church, finland, sweden, theater school, valborg

There is nothing like my life right now, I love it! Love love love it! Working, studying, partying, hanging with good friends, auditions, acting stuff. Everything. Yes!